i wish i could hug you tighttighttight and tell you how much i appreciate you.
instead i can only offer you words on a screen from a place you don’t know. i hope it’ll suffice.
anyway, not much to say today other than i am tired. i ate too much last night and it affected the healing aspect of sleep (i did sleep like a rock — it just doesn’t feel like it). it’s raining again. but we need the rain so i am trying to appreciate it instead of resent it. i had a wonderful talk with my mom last night. i cried and cried and tried to explain everything i am thinking and feeling. it’s funny how much we discount our parents. they were our age once, too. mostly it felt great to unload a little bit, to have someone tell me it’s okay, that it will be okay.
for now i am heading off to san diego again for another little three day romp. this time i am bringing along one of my closest friends. we’re driving so we’ll have a lot of time to talk, listen to music, and enjoy the changing scenery (i have a feeling it’s not raining down south). i am hoping a little vacation from life and from myself will refill my wells of motivation and inspiration. fingers and toes crossed.
have a lovely sunday.
and thank you, again.